A wise woman, Buffy Summers once said that and that is exactly what life is, choices. We choose to follow a good or a bad instinct and those choices affect us either physically or spiritually or as some would rather say emotionally instead of spiritually. Everyday we are faced with countless decisions or choices, hopefully when making the wrong ones we at least end up learning from them.
If we learn from these 'mistakes' or wrong choices they actually make us stronger. In my life so far I've made grave mistakes I fell into a world where drinking was priority and it ended up getting me kicked out of school and it was because of that dependence on negative influences on my life.
The negative influence though was not alcohol alone, which I have learned to control but people, people that should have had my best interest at heart but after my realization are honestly too immature to meet my needs and expectations.
My step father who was one of the most negative controlling forces in my life is somebody I've finally realized I have been graced with the power to escape. I'm free of his control and am moving forward to a place of indifference, where he gas no emotional control over me. By separating myself I have learned from my errors and am moving toward a path of reliance on God, someone who gives me the wisdom to grow, change and adapt. With God all things are possible and any dream can be reality. He is the power that changed our destiny, to become more than what we were, realize our faults and make amends and He is the one which accepts our offerings as well.
God has helped me grow and realize that sometimes you just can't fix stupid and the best thing to do is separate yourself from it.
God is here and within us all waiting for our call ready to forgive and mend us all.
He is the love which surrounds and connects us all
Goodnight more to come, it will be varying topics as well
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